Moody last week..
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Below post is what I was feeling last week... (don't read!) I have something on my mind that I decided not to blog. Because I felt that I was at the lowest point of my life but I cannot seem to find any cause or reason on why do I feel that out of a sudden. But now i felt much better, so i shall just sum up everything and close this chapter!
(I feel terrible not telling this to my beloved blog)
I was feeling terrible last Saturday that I cried for hours at work.
After I ended my 20 min conversation with the first customer, I broke down and cry for like 3 hours or so. When I feel so moody and everything seems not right at all. And I mean EVERYTHING. I feel f* up seriously.
After I stopped crying(eyes feeling mad tired),a not-too-close-colleague came to talk to me about his relationship problems and once again I almost cried in front of him! It's not that I do not want/unwilling to listen to him pouring out his problems to me. I tried to listen and put myself in his shoes and ended feeling emo and terrible again! Towards the end i alnost cried in front of him but luckily it's knock-off time, got to pack up and leave the wretched place. Oh and MAYBE Sandra, William and gang are not that heartless at all. Seeing that I'm crying, did not force me to answer calls, asking if I want to take a break (when I'm already resting and crying and not answering calls for hours).
Back to office on Monday, and got to know something bad had happened to another colleague (not physically). He must be feeling real sad but I couldn't do much except to tell him to cheer up when I know he couldn't even cheer up at all. Seeing his 'smile' when I greeted him 'good morning', seeing that he had lose weight, 看了好心酸.
Sigh what is really happening. The office just like to bring shits to our personal life! (now I'm putting the blame on office! LOL)
Prayed that everything will turn out well for both of them..
Now, I'm feeling normal and alright! A total different feeling from last week. Don't ask me why or what happened. Nothing happened. Maybe it's just a whole week of unhappiness at work, causing everything in my life turns shitty.
••Sometimes we have to say goodbye not because you don’t care anymore. But because you already loved too much••
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- Posted from my iPhone <3
23rd June 2010 12.41am