26th May 2010 Wednesday
Thursday, May 27, 2010
My second time blogging this.. Because as I post, I got SMS coming in -_- Random
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I couldn't sleep the whole of last night, the weather is so freaking hot until the air from the fan feels like the afternoon air! Irritating, hot, humid, insomnia...
Reached office in a daze - maybe too tired. I got my first call - a Chinese auntie.. She made me cry! 1st call made me emotional!
This auntie only wants to submit MR but ended up telling me all these are always done by her boyfriend, then she corrected herself "not boyfriend, he is just a guy friend". She then go on talking how tough life is and how much this guy friend had helped her and her children. This guy friend paid the bills for her as well, telling me how grateful she is to him BUT he is married. Then she start crying. (then I started crying as well, struggling trying super hard to sound ok but in fact it doesn't) She told me how much she wanted to be friends with him and his wife, she can treat him like an elder brother, she really cherish this friendship of theirs. (but it sound like it is impossible to continue the friendship anymore)
Then... She said now she likes this doctor from Woodbridge (hmmm at this point I was thinking if she is ok?) and she got someone to ask the doctor if he likes her as well so that they both can be together. Then she said her husband could not give her a good life, did not contribute money to family. I could resist and asked her, "where is your husband?". She says "he is sleeping and I hope he didn't hear me."
Lol! I teared for her and towards the end, the conversation is dramatic! But after putting down the phone, I cried and I told Li Keng on msn and she consoled me! Thank u gal! Although u r on MC, but you still accompany me on msn and consoling me! (not forgetting weekday lover as well!)
An hour later, I was called to see TL Za, and EO Balan. Lol!! Talk about my productivity, QA etc. Everything is really bad! My avg calls taken from Feb till Apr is 30+ (suppose to be 65), QA failed, AUX (toilet break) 10 hours a month, punctuality just passed, MC 3-4 days per month. So basically, is very poor la! Balan's mood is not too bad today so he did not scold me, he only nicely talk to me. He asked me why have I become like that. I told him the truth, I said I'm tired and I hate DM calls. He said my team should be the one having most DM calls because my TL is DM TL. But I'm not DM agent! Anyway he say when I'm in my previous 2 teams, he say he can see I can hit target. I only shooked my head. He knows I'm looking for a job but in the meanwhile, he says I'm here to help. My productivity affects not only my tean but the whole company.
Having said this, I feel bad. I feel answering calls, quarrelling with customers is not that bad anymore. But no no, it's still bad! Maybe 2 years of these, I really want a break. Quarrelling tires me out badly, mad badly I swear. I just want a job that I can sit there without talking to anyone at all.
Ok, I'm beginning to talk nonsense because I'm tired.
Meet BB today for a few hours, showered me with TLC <3 how sweet. I think I really need it these days. :D total sweetness!
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