9th April 2010 Friday
Friday, April 9, 2010
It's Friday again! I will be working tomorrow so it's nothing much to feel happy about. This morning, when I woke up, instead of start preparing for work, I played We Rule, I hand washed my clothes - totally no mood to even prepare for work.Asked WZ yesterday, why it seems like not only me who has got no mood to take calls, he said '心死了' = 'the hearts are dead'. Rather pathetic!
Now I'm thinking should I see a doc later? Muahahaha! Totally no mood at all! Today intend to go work to paint my nails and play game on my phone. Since morning i've been feeling giddy -but still can go to work, not too serious. But must be my body hinting me that it needs afternoon nap - so must see doc :x First time in my life, dread going to work so much! Last time at ghost's place, although I hate the job but I'm not like that. MC is never on my mind at all to escape from work and my yearly average MC is like 3-4 days. Now, my 3 months MC is 10 days in total!
Oh the night before, I posted a long post on my blog ranting about my mum, the post was never posted, not in my drafts too - it totally disappear. Even god doesn't want me to complain about my mum but what I state is true.
11.45pm: Something is happening in office right now! Someone lost a Nokia E71 in the office and very surprisingly office conduct a search on all of us! No one allowed to step out of office and we were asked to open our bags and they go around catching theif. Initially we thought is some management staff who lost the phone, because NEVER will this company conduct a search like that just because a teeny weeny staff lost something. The forever-only reading newspaper woman, with Annie stood at punch card machine checking the people who is going out of the office. Got time to do this? But I was shocked as it's really a staff who lost the phone, not management. Weird I still don't believe company will ever bother on such minor thing.
But whoever who has stolen the Hp, please do rot in hell. Why cannot keep your hands to yourself?!? Now I really don't dare to leave my phone on table when I go to the ladies if not I will really cry!
1.07pm: Heard shifu Wil quarrelled so loudly! What's wrong with these people?? Don't want to pay bills and talk about citizen rights! WTF! 4 months never pay bills and you talk about citizen rights? I think it's robbery!
Reading a friend's facebook post - Women tend to think 'miss those times when hubby/bf is sweet blah blah blah', comparing last time and now. I do that myself too! But I've learnt that we will be happier if we don't compare. So what if they are not sweet now? We know in our hearts that once we are years into the relationship, men will become like that. Like fetching you off work that he no longer does, cooks for you that he no longer does, holding your little hand walking in parks or wherever that he is no longer doing and we go crying about it.. This is the difference between men and women. Yes, at times I will think about the sweet little things last time and gets emo about it. You can reminisce but do not let it affect you. Think and forget about it, it will make us happier. And this is what I've learnt. I used to ask BB daily if he loves me - now thinking back, I feel irritated by myself too! Why must ask on a daily basis! I think if we put ourselves in the men's shoes, we would have slapped ourselves for being so emotional and irritating! If he no longer do the things he used to, doesn't mean he don't love us anymore. He may be tired at work or have other problems that he didn't tell us. Gals, don't think too much and be happy!!
Walked home from BB's place and saw BB's mum and Sis at 120 bus stop waiting bus :x
Was feeling very tired!
Received these in my mailbox!
I didn't know why fr3b gave me this but anyway thanks!
I cannot lie sideways on bed, I will feel giddy :(
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