12th Mar 2010 Fri
Saturday, March 13, 2010
12TH MARCH 2010 FRIDAY
Getting all emo on a Friday just spoils everything! It's weekends and I don't feel happy at all!
When it's Monday, I look forward to weekends, but when weekends are here, I look forward to go to work again at least I got something to do. But when I'm at work, I started complaining and ranting! Seriously, "WHAT DO YOU WANT?!??!" - I can't reply because I'm not sure either!
My throat is super painful and running a fever at work, suppose to have dinner with Wendy & gang @ the newly opened restaurant by Aussino - AppleBee's but really no mood to enjoy the food and these days after eating a little, I will feel pain in my chest and stomach. You guys must be thinking why am I such a weak person. No idea, I'm asking myself the same question too!
Li Keng helped me buy tea from kopitiam in the morning, thankies once again... Nowadays keep arriving work at least half hour later than usual...
My onion zombie... I told BB not to spend money to buy the blue tomb, and I go and buy! So that I can win the invasions.. Anyway after buying, i've lost 2 invasions.. I think I will give up playing Zombie Farm soon...
Ex baby is buying iPhone the coming week! Excited! Coz I can play games with him in the office! Now, still physco-ing Wendy to get one too :p
Last 10 minutes to ending work, received 2 calls from counter regarding 2 different issues. 1 is arranging something with seeking approval.. Fun! I will do that more often! But I realised something - DM queue is taken out from me :D hmm at least for these few days... Which is good because maybe they know I always anyhow arrange for payment with customers :x
Or maybe GH needs people badly...
After work, bought dinner back to BB's house-ate only half... Too sick to enjoy the food...
After blogging, I felt better... I must make it a point to blog daily, my blog is my friend, my buddy :)
Crying right now while lying on my bed blogging... Stop crying bitch! I really hate myself, everything of myself!
1) my throat is terribly painful and itchy at the same time! Where got such thing? The fever is on and off - why must on and off? I hate things to be 不三不四(neither here nor there)! I swear if this continues, I will stick a pen knife in my throat! For the time being, I will try
2) I don't know if it's PMS period that is making me so emo now... Everyday I'm having diarrhoea, my breast and stomach is having a sore and crampy feeling, breakouts for like almost a month (ok maybe it's nothing to do with menses). Ms Menses is also in a dilemma - to come or not.
I have not been wearing white dresses because of this! Very 'guai lan' indeed!
3) I'm still in a dilemma - to take up Jap classes or not? If I'm taking up jap classes means $900 of my salary this month will be used for jap classes, Hp bills, house phone bill, Internet bill, poly sch fee, household allowance for mum... Not including transport, food etc...
Or I should just forget about it and just concentrate on finding a place to move to first. Mummy wants to find MP to request to rent a flat from HDB, I hope it will be approved if not it will just add on to my burden.. FML.
But it may mean I will move out of Simei - a place where I had been living for 22 years (for my brother, it will be a place he had been staying all his life erm until now).. Mum state a few places, Eunos, AMK... Jurong! F*
I'm like physically spending so much time with BB but why do I feel not enough? Or maybe why do I feel that after going home, then I realised I forgotten to tell him this or that, forget to discuss something with him :( *pouts* ok maybe I'm just forgettful :|
I've suceeded almost while week no fake lashes, no mascara! Because no mood to do any of these!
Now, I've got nothing to rant! Tears had dried up! Ready to sleep! Time now is 2.18am! Waking up at 5.30am... 3 hours of sleep :(
Xia Xue is getting married today... Haha argh so random!
Good night world! I feel better now... Zzzz!
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