VIVIENNE

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Sunday, August 29, 2010

Hello people, hello diary... I've moved to a new blog.
Click HERE to be directed to my new blog!

I am going to take my time to blog this entry, as i really have lots of time tonight! A final entry to Vivienne's Diary.

Reason:
I used to blog unhappy and happy or whatever stuff as i really treated this as my diary. Used to blog almost daily too, because blogging using my iphone application is way too easy & convenient. Blogged in the train while on my way to work daily was my routine. Then suddenly i stopped. I don't know why. I just don't feel right. So I decided to start a brand new one, new blog name only for happy posts.. No emo, sad posts for my new blog! Cool huh?

I used to think I can say whatever i want to, i can blog whatever stuff i want to, because mouth belongs to me, blog belongs to me too! But I guess i was wrong. The reason I started this blog is to rant about everything under the sun, moon, stars... but i guess i cannot do it any longer. Ranting out always made me feel better, sometimes the effect is immediate as well! Like when I am unhappy, crying out will make me feel better, but imagine if something/someone stopped you from crying, what will happen? I am worried I couldn't manage at all.

Work and everything is making me pissed and stress. Now twitter is my only hope(but i am also trying to stop ranting there soon-i hope). I am relying too much on my twitter. Twitter is the only 'thing' i told my secrets or whatever first hand information or rants to! Really. And twitter is how friends got to know what is happening to me. I did stop tweeting for a week or so, suddenly. And I think my guess is confirmed. Without me tweeting, nobody knows anything about myself at all. Its kinda sad isn't it? Well, i guess its my life. Nobody is free to hear my nonsense or talk about what am i unhappy or sad about. But the questions ''How are you?" Ïs everything ok?" only comes from strangers, not friends, not lovers, not family. All I can reply to those strangers is "ok".

With this, I've decided to keep everything to myself. Yes i still do tweet, when i am feeling depressed. Twitter keeps me alive (sad to say). Sometimes, when I am really feeling suicidal, I tweet, and i really feel better. I hid in the toilet to cry it all out, and i feel better. And the cycle just continue. Like now, I am crying as i type. I just feel happy that at least I have my blog to keep me talking. I love my blog a lot, but i guess i really have to stop. I just love to throw away my old identity and start new! (Imagine I dump my identity now, get a new name and run away from here? - nah, just random thoughts) Now i really feel so 不舍得... But no, I really need to stop. You guys cannot know too many unhappy stuffs about me. Well, nobody is reading my blog.

Well, I have got nothing to write about already. See ya at my new blog!



Where are you when i needed you badly?

VIVI LOVES ♥
2.28am

Happy birthday Na!
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
29TH JULY 2010 THURSDAY

Happy belated birthday to Na!
As we were talking about how good is the day to everybody, on her birthday .. .. ..

Afternoon leave and baby took MC so that we can spend time together! Woohoo!
Breakfast from Mr Bean!
Lunchie at TM's Yoshinoya with baby.
He got me a black USB cable so that I can put this spare one in office :D


Headed back to baby's place and nap.

••Life is short and temporary, laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go what you can't change••


VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
3.02pm

Dim sum + pasar malam
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
24th JULY 2010 SATURDAY
DIM SUM @ 大东 WITH ICC FRIENDS!

After work, headed to chinatown's Da Dong 大东 for dim sum! Balan saw my facebook pictures on dim sum and kept asking me to go dim sum together!


Baby came to office to meet us.
A big group of us: Balan, Nelson, Weihong, Wee Siang, Vannie, Keith, Wendy, Kk, Wz, baby and myself!
So 1 dish, we have to order 4 plates/笼. We are hungry ghosts <3
After parting with them, baby & I bought KOI and cabbed home!

We napped and woke up to buy lotsa Pasar Malam/Night Market food for dinner! Shiokness!


••Happiness can only come from inside of you and is the result of your love••

VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
9.27am

Randomness on food <3
Monday, August 2, 2010
RANDOM ~ FOOD last week..

Dinner with Fang @ Niwa Sushi.


Lunch @ Imperial.
Dinner @ baby's place.


Dinner with baby <3


I love homecooked food! I feel the love, warmth, sex.. Nice!


Lunch with mummy @ Swensens on my PM leave.



••Love's not about the hugs & the kisses OR the "I love you's" & the "I miss you's", but the feelings u get when u just THINK about him/her••

VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
5.30pm

Movie date + Udders ice cream!
Saturday, July 31, 2010
18th July 2010 Sunday

Movie date (Hot Tub Machine) with baby @ Cathay ehub. CupWalker and Mcdonalds.
Baby cooked dinner for hungry me.


Meet ZS and Cheryl for udders. Then mee sua!



VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
8.44pm

Happy belated birthday - Fang & Na!
17th July 2010 Saturday

Happy belated birthday to my dear girlies - Fang & Na!

Birthday dinner cum mini birthday celebration the 2 of them @ With a Pinch of Salt.

The service today is bleah. The cafe is packed with people and the lady boss is almost 'chasing' us off after our meals but Eileen, Vincent, Na, JK and Melo have not even arrive. The previous time I went with baby, is totally different: quiet and relaxing that is.
Today, it's noisy, messy and staff looked stress.


Melo is really cute <3
Thank you Ah Fang!

Headed back to baby's place before going out for Dim Sum @ Changi.


••Being in love makes you happy. Being loved in return gives you a true happiness.••

VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
5.42pm

Meet-up with MM. Visit Darling. Baby <3
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
16th July 2010 Friday

On leave today!
Met up with MM to lunch/high tea at NYDC Tampines One.
Mushroom munchies & mudpies! Love love mudpies <3


Welcome MM to the iPhone family! (我还是看不起你!) hee! It's great to meet up friends and catch up! :D

After that I headed to Darling's place to visit her! Poor thing! She had a bad fall :( looks real painful and it reminds me of my bicycle accident. PAIN!!~~
But she is fine now and can walk normally.


Went over to baby's place and meet Cheryl and ZS for KOI <3


••Happiness takes happenings. Happiness is not a say. Happiness is a do!••

VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
9.43am

Steamboat Buffet @ Vivocity with the gang!
15th July 2010 Thursday

Headed to Vivocity after work with the gang: Kk, XiaoHan, Linda, Wendy, WeiHong, Nelson.
Hog's Breath has become this:


Dinner @ argh-I-forgotten-the-restaurant's-name!
It's a steamboat buffet restaurant near Daiso.


The view from this restaurant is nice :D


We had laksa, and clear soup initially. The laksa taste like Tom yum + laksa! (or like laksa turned bad and 'sour'! Hehe)

After we finished the soup, we requested for another laksa and Tom yum. This time round, the laksa taste normal, just like laksa. I believe some joker staff must have poured the wrong soup in the first place.


All of us. Wz is having his reservist so he did not join us.


Suddenly I feel so weird blogging! Because I really got nothing to write. Or is it because I used to write lots of nonsense daily and suddenly I stopped.


VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
8.39am

1212
Friday, July 23, 2010
Love is not about the hugs & the kisses OR the "I love you's" & the "I miss you's", but the feelings u get when u just THINK about him/her.



VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
12.12am

Swimming + Suana
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
11th July 2010 Sunday

After sending csj off and dim sum breakfast.
Baby and ZS sent me to swimming and suana @ Joycelyn's place to meet up with Yvonne and Siew Lan.


Did a lot of crazy photoshoots with them but I'm not going to post them here :D
Even Joycelyn's dog, Yuki should find the 4 of us crazy.


After swimming, Siew Lan drove us to WhiteSands' Xin Wang :D
Papaya soup is really sweet and nice.

Headed back to Baby's place after that and nap zzz!! It's a tiring week!

VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
12.01am

Hokkaido Food Fair!
Monday, July 19, 2010
8th July 2010 Thursday

Lunch @ Killiney with wz, kk, hong and Nelson.


Baby brought me to the Hokkaido Fair @ Tampines Mall atrium for dinner!
How not to gain weight when baby keeps feeding me with nice food!! <3


Big beautiful rainbow!! :D


VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
11.46am

Review of Elishacoy Premium Gold Mineral BB cream
Monday, July 12, 2010
Review of Elishacoy Premium Gold Mineral BB cream



Received this in the mail from www.secretive.sg!

Below is my before and after pictures!
(my 2nd time showing my bare face!)


A pea-size amount will be good enough to cover the whole face!
Coverage is good as it concealed my blemishes and lightens dark circles. With this, it shortens my make up process!
Cleanse-BB cream-Loose powder/foundation.
It replaces my moisturizer, sun block, liquid foundation/concealor!
Doesn't feel oily, sticky at all, after applying!

It's a 17-in-1 BB cream! Read on..


WHY IS IT SO GOOD?
Functions: 17 in 1 BB Cream (Detox + Whitening + Wrinkle Care + Organic Sun
Screen + Makeup Base + Foundation + Concealer + Moisturizer + Brightening +
Lifting & Firming + Soothing + Pore tightening + Skin breathing + Skin
balancing + Smoother skin + Even skin tone + Trouble Care)

Benefits:
a. Contains organic compound-free ingredient – sunscreen UV diffusing
agent which is non-greasy, skin-friendly & blocks off UV rays effectively
unlike other sun screen which absorbs UV rays which will further damage your
skin.
b. Gold extracts which detoxifies skin, promotes healthy blood
circulation & natural radiance to glow on your skin.
c. Gold therapy which promotes healthier skin tone, evens skin tone &
skin glowing.
d. Reduces fine lines, freckles & dark circles effectively.
e. Wraps around the skin for 12 hours to complete a High Definition
Nude Makeup effect.
f. Eco-certified organic product

WHERE CAN YOU GET ELISHACOY?
You can get it at John Little departmental
Store & www.secretive.sg!

Retailing price: SGD59.90


VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3

Sending CSJ..
Sunday, July 11, 2010
11th July 2010 Sunday

I hate seeing people separate, hug each other goodbye, separated by distance..



Seeing how sad csj and cass is, hugged goodbye, almost teared...

All the fun we had together...
I hope that we will all still be the same...
(can't believe I'm tearing when I thought of the scene. If my bf were to go away, overseas, for work/studying, I think I'll cry buckets at the airport. I may not even want to send him off!)
After sending csj, the 5 of us headed to 126/wan tou sek for breakfast! Very nice! I'm craving for dim sum AGAIN!





Shall ask baby to bring me there again! And dragongate buffet :D

••It may be important to encounter defeats when you stand up through them you learn just who you are••



VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
11.40pm

CSJ's Farewell Gathering
10th July 2010 Saturday

Headed to work in the morning.
Fly kite with baby, zs and Cheryl.
Dinner with baby, zs, csj and cass - for csj's farewell.
Then lastly, The Cheesecake Cafe with an unfriendly, attitude problem waitress.



••If someone is gone, there comes a new one. Happiness shall come your way with the person you deserve to have••

VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
11.30pm

KOI + slacking
9th July 2010 Friday

Baby & I met up with ZS and Cheryl for slacking session..



4 Large KOI milk tea is <3



VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
11.13pm

Dim Sum with Mummy @ Taste Paradise

7th July 2010 Wednesday

On PM leave today so i sms mummy if she want to have lunch with me :)
Its mummy's off day and so she came Orchard.
Shopping and treated mummy to Dim Sum for lunch @ Taste Paradise (located at Ion 4th floor).
The feeling is just so great!


Train-ed to Bugis, mummy treat me eat Gui Ling Gao because she say "it's good for the complexion". Zz!
And after we reached home, she said "next time take leave on Wednesday" coz her off-day is always on Wednesdays. Zz!

Went baby's place after that! :)



••Happiness is not always about getting what you want, but also loving what you have••

VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
11.03pm

Marche Gathering with the lovelies <3
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
6th July 2010 Tuesday

I ate so much today! I'm thinking of popcorns the whole day!!


Meet up with the fun-lovings and lover! Wendy, KK, Li Keng and XiaoHan.
LOL-ing session and dinner at Marche <3


Headed to Kino then Ion!
The popcorns is love! <3
Many flavours (sweet or savoury) to choose from:- Butterscotch, chocolate, green tea, bubblegum, black sesame, grape soda, cheese, sour cream, curry, Tom yam and MORE!!


Looking forward to next gathering!

VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
5.22pm

Bad Monday
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
5th July 2010 Monday



The title says it all...
KOI doesn't help much for me to be happier at work.
Chocolate didn't help either.

Had 2 Double Cheeseburger for dinner.
Baby treated me ice cream after dinner! Woohoo!

••Don't get stuck with the thing that ruins your day. Smile and be happy. Life is too short to be wasted on crap••


VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
11.16pm

Weekends - Happy 14th!
3rd July 2010 Saturday
4th July 2010 Sunday

Working today. D:
Headed to the Hokkaido Fair, which I would say "WRONG CHOICE!" I squeezed from the Mcdonalds all the way to the fair! In that short 10 mins, saw 2 men in wheelchairs squeezing through the crowds too! -_-|||
Wanted to grab the famous cookie from Hokkaido for baby and I can't it! Wanted to get the butter maju and guess what? The queue is killing! Like 60 people in queue! No way, I'm not going to buy! So I left.. Empty handed!
Headed to Watsons to get Hada Labo (finally)!
Headed to baby's house after that. Received 2 handphone 'clothes' that baby ordered online for me as well as 'The Beat' perfume set, hand-delivered to baby's place. :D
The Cookie Dozer game is really making me crave for cookies!


At night, headed to 684 Hougang coffeeshop to watch WC with baby, ZS & Vincent.
Hor Fun dinner which I ate for 45 mins - 1st half of the match! Watching match, with a whole lot of people crowding around, with my concentration on phone as well as the match.
Li Keng popped by a while :D

Headed to Vincent's house for games and nap :x
Head out to another coffeeshop to watch the 2.30am WC (Paraguay vs Spain)!


Had Char-Grill for supper!
I had a really long day!

Happy 14th months baby <3



••It takes millions of people to complete the world, but it only takes ONE to complete mine••


VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
11.13pm

Random Friday
Monday, July 5, 2010
2nd July 2010 Friday

I've forgotten what I did that day. Although it's only 3 days ago. Pictures are my memory to what happened on a particular day.
That's why I like to take pictures! My blog is my only memory, I think my brain is gone case, like how my mum always 'cursed'.



My parcel arrived on Thursday but nobody is at home, so I headed to singpost after work.
My Sanyo charger arrived! Woohoo! I know I had one already, but baby said the reviews for this charger is good! Can charge up to maybe 3-4 times before it runs out of battery.
The earphones that baby gave me, has declared that it wants to go on break, so I've changed my iPod's earphones! I love the pink! The brand is KOSS. Retailing $49.90 at EpiCentre.

Random Pictures..


Sony has this new camera, looks cute!

Headed to baby's place after work. Was bathing and I realised his mum got me a cleanser because mine is finishing and I cried (while bathing). Yes it's just a cleanser but I'm really touched. If my son's gf brought all her stuff to my home, I guessed I would be complaining and wouldn't even want to replenish any stuff for her. Hehe!
Black pearl mask while watching WC, watching how Brazil lose.

XOXO
VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
10.15am

Dinner @ Din Tai Fung
Sunday, July 4, 2010
1st July 2010 Thursday

Busy busy busy at work!

Customers are irritating, some fellow colleagues are irritating as well..
Fancy referring customers to call in when customer is ALREADY AT the customer service counter, so what's the counter for? Just to give our contact number to customer yea? *claps*

Got delayed last minute when I was about to go off for lunch as well as off work! Sick and tired of all these shits really. Must come to me just when I was about to go off. FML.

Random:
Shifu, Wil drew me this. He really got nice handwriting and talented in drawing! He got a whole stack of funny drawings (he drew it while talking to customers).
And a birthday card for CK - Gift voucher for a whole night of tantric XXX. ROFL!





Met Shi Shi to get a photograph from her - our Poly Year 3 class photo.
This was taken after I lose my 5kg during 12 weeks attachment at 'the flower shop'. The feeling is uber satisfied when everyone asked "what happened during your attachment, why you slim down so much?".
But now... -_- forget it, I'm still trying very hard to shed off the excess weight.

Baby brought me to Din Tai Fung for dinner! Woohoo! Nice TTM! I really love vinegar -_-
Yamakawa buys after dinner!
The cookie dozer game really makes me craving for cookies! And I saw on facebook, Sec Sch mate, Mabel posted that this cookie is nice! Have yet to try, left it in baby's house.. :D


Foodies! This is how much the both of us ate! Stomach is BURSTING BURSTING BURSTING!


There is a Hokkaido Fair at Tampines from now till 11th July 2010!! They are open from 11am to 8pm so go there early! The day before was telling baby that I miss the Hokkaido Fair and it's here now! Happy TTM!! I'm so going there! Weeet!

VIVI LOVES
- Posted from my iPhone <3
4th July 2010 Sunday 8.49am


FANG
NA
XIAOHANNIE
LI KENG
LUAN LUAN
MM
JEZMINE
HUIRU